I am finally excited about summer.... took me long enough. I've had a lot of fun lately, mostly thanks to weird ass movies, Santa Cruz oj, and fruit pizzas. And oddly enough, I've been sick and tired through most of it. ...But I think that might be what makes it fun. Or not. I don't really know. I'm an idiot. You should really stop reading. Awkward...

Suddenly I have found myself in an adult relationship... I kind of like it. I spent the last few days in Daly City and it felt so great. We had conversations, real ones, about important things. It's not as if we've never talked about serious things, but this time felt different. It felt like we wern't nervous or flabbergasted (?). We just said what we needed to say to each other. It was an awesome feeling.

I get to go back to city lights! Hoo Ray! I start crew again tonight... I have no idea a) what the play is about b)what their going to make me do and c) why the SM "doesn't like to touch things." But Jessie is going to be there too, so that when something odd happens I'll have someone to laugh with. I just hope there are no spotlights.....